"Dead as dead can be," the doctor tells me, But I just can't believe him, Ever the optimistic one, I'm sure of your ability to become my perfect enemy So, wake up and face me, Don't play dead cause maybe someday I will walk away and say, "You disappoint me, Maybe you're better off this way" Leaning over you here cold and catatonic, I catch a brief reflection of what you could and might have been, It's your right and your ability to become my perfect enemy But maybe you're better off this way Go ahead and play dead, I know that you can hear this, Go ahead and play dead, Why can't you turn and face me?, You fucking disappoint me, Passive aggressive bullshit
my baby, this is d.t. (double trouble), he is the sweeties cat ever. he got his name from a cat i had had previously to him. my ex-husband, brought home a cat to me that was colored the same, her name was "trouble" (cause i knew home much trouble i was gonna be in when my mom found out!!! well trouble is about a fourth of the size of this cat, but just as sweet, i miss her too...
wow, was it ever a day at the horseshoe. we have a blackjack tournament going on this weekend, people in with $350,000.00 credit limits. (no thats not a typo, i meant to put that many 0's in there) and half of day shift has been sick with the flu!!!! i ran in circles all day today. watching 1 mini-bacarat game(with people betting $500.-$1000.), 2 roulette games, and 2 $100.00, blackjack games. in the end everything was fine, but i wasn't sure i was gonna make it. people who play big money, expect very special treatment, and as hard as i try i'm only 1 to there 38. i really hope i didn't piss to many people off :) but the day went by really fast!!!! oh yeah, day after tommorrow is someone specials birthday too!!!!! as i go rambling incoherently on through life.........
Lilith is the ancient Sumerian goddess,
(and predecessor to Adam and Eve),
the first feminist and liberationist, boldly
helps us to stand up for what we believe
in, unbridled and courageous no matter
what the cost.
Lilith inspires us not to judge our opposite
sex, to respect them as our equal, and to
nurture equality in our environment.
Reconnect with Lilith at www.goddess.com.au
