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Friday, July 22, 2005

[[to forgive and forget?]]

to forgive and forget?

most of my life i have lived by the rule "to forgive and forget". now granted forgiving is easier than forgetting, but i try. i figure we are all human, and do to the fact that we are, we all make mistakes. i try very hard to be tolerant of people, and for the most part, i KNOW i am more tolerant than most. just because i tolerant them doesn't mean i want them in my "inner circle" but on a day to day basis, i can deal with them.
but sometimes i wonder where i have to draw the line. and making that decision has become so very hard for me. its like i have no backbone anymore, its almost as if i'm afraid that every decision i make, will have dire concequences. so what happens when i can't do it, when i become this wishy-washy spineless thing that just goes along with everything. i hate it, i don't want to be that way. but i've done it for so long, i dont know how to change. i literaly wish i had someone else to tell me what to do and make all the decisions for me. (ok i know, back to reality) i have got to figure out away, to get the ability back. i know its buried deep with-in me, somewhere, i remember being a strong person. so where do i go from here?

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