i've had alot going on in my head for awhile, when that happens everything i want to write or say, just runs over each other, and my thoughts are so very scattered, so scattered i start a sentence and forget what i was saying about mid-way through. its a constant race in my head. DUH!!!
i talked to my doctor about it, because of my moms condition, it really scares me i'm headed down that road. my doc (who is a wonderful women) told me with everything i had going on, its a wonder i could remember my own name. she did tell me too that now they have a test where they can test for a specific gene that can tell if your predeposed to having alzhimer's. she doesn't want to do the test on me, she said if she did and i tested positive for the gene, it would become a "pre-existing" condition. they i would have to deal with the wonderful insurance companys. man, you just never know.....
actually, this post is really suppose to be about my mom. my mom is 4'11, a little tiny thing, with a heart of gold. shes always been a conservationist, she recycles, fought for womens rights and choices, shes a democrat and campained for JFK (i sorta remember that, i was 2 i think, or maybe i just remember everyone talking about it) and started doing these things before they were "cool". she was the quintessential "earth mother", i guess the only short coming my mom ever had was my dad. she loved him dearly, he was difficult man. i loved him too, but i don't know how she did it sometimes. i guess she did it the way i do it. (i know that won't make sense to everyone)
i wish i could have one more really good talk with her. she has moments of clarity, but they don't last long. people seem to agitate her so easily. i think my son is the only one who doesn't get on her nerves. i don't know why that is, but i don't know why anything is lately.
but i can say i feel better.
got me a new tatto!!!! woohoo!!!!!
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