i've had alot going on in my head for awhile, when that happens everything i want to write or say, just runs over each other, and my thoughts are so very scattered, so scattered i start a sentence and forget what i was saying about mid-way through. its a constant race in my head. DUH!!! i talked to my doctor about it, because of my moms condition, it really scares me i'm headed down that road. my doc (who is a wonderful women) told me with everything i had going on, its a wonder i could remember my own name. she did tell me too that now they have a test where they can test for a specific gene that can tell if your predeposed to having alzhimer's. she doesn't want to do the test on me, she said if she did and i tested positive for the gene, it would become a "pre-existing" condition. they i would have to deal with the wonderful insurance companys. man, you just never know..... actually, this post is really suppose to be about my mom. my mom is 4'11, a little tiny thing, with a heart of gold. shes always been a conservationist, she recycles, fought for womens rights and choices, shes a democrat and campained for JFK (i sorta remember that, i was 2 i think, or maybe i just remember everyone talking about it) and started doing these things before they were "cool". she was the quintessential "earth mother", i guess the only short coming my mom ever had was my dad. she loved him dearly, he was difficult man. i loved him too, but i don't know how she did it sometimes. i guess she did it the way i do it. (i know that won't make sense to everyone) i wish i could have one more really good talk with her. she has moments of clarity, but they don't last long. people seem to agitate her so easily. i think my son is the only one who doesn't get on her nerves. i don't know why that is, but i don't know why anything is lately. but i can say i feel better. got me a new tatto!!!! woohoo!!!!!
Lilith is the ancient Sumerian goddess,
(and predecessor to Adam and Eve),
the first feminist and liberationist, boldly
helps us to stand up for what we believe
in, unbridled and courageous no matter
what the cost.
Lilith inspires us not to judge our opposite
sex, to respect them as our equal, and to
nurture equality in our environment.
Reconnect with Lilith at www.goddess.com.au
