man, i love you!!! i will miss you, and right now, i can't breath when i think of all of this. you weren't suppose to go like this joey, we were making plans for you to come and have fun together like we always do. joey, you were my "brother in law" by law, but you were my brother in my heart. from the first day we met, we clicked. our music, books, movies and all just always clicked. i even didn't mind you kicking my ass, in trivia pursuit, you were the best. you were the best dad, and raised great kids!!! talking to andy this weekend was a blessing, he has your wicked sence of humor, and of course your charming good looks :)

i miss you so much, i will do anything i can to help with the kids, and no matter what they always have a place with me. (but andy has to promise to let me breath occasionally, he just has to give me a minute between his jokes and man did he get mark, rusty and everyone else good this week!!!!)

i know this is jumbled, and i've rambled, but i can't think straight. i just wanted you to know, that, i don't want you to be gone. i wish i could just see you one more time. i love you.....